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Random thoughts...pre-surgery.

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Mmeaimee:
My thinking has been hijacked by living organ donation too!  It's the 1st thing I think about when I wake up...it's all I think about when I'm staring into space at my desk at work trying to get through the day...and obviously the last thing I think about before I go to bed as I am writing this post.  Like others here, when someone asks 'how are you?'  I say fine, but think 'I hope I'm fine after I donate part of my liver'.  I find myself watching families on a cookout or people in the grocery store & wish I had the luxury of only thinking about the good time were all having or what I'm going to fix for dinner intead of 'is my mom going to die', 'what if i'm not a match', 'is 68 too old for a transplant', 'if i donate am i making the right decision, will i have lifelong health problems', 'how will i feel if i donate & my mom dies anyway'...blah, blah blah...arrrrghhhhhh!  I just want to think about spegettii for a change!! & i'm sure my mom would 2nd that!

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