Horrible news today. My beautiful best friend, and the recipient to be of my kidney, is not doing well at all. They had to stop dialysis early again today because her heart just can't take it. She almost died today, her BP plummeted to 63/55. I haven't seen her look this bad since the day her mom called me almost 5 years ago telling me to come say goodbye because she was dying, she got her kidney the next day. She was very weak and she was unable to sit up let alone get out of bed. Time is running out for her and with the surgery scheduled for March things are not looking good.
Today was the first time that she said "if I don't see you again, always remember that I love you". As sick as she's been all these years (she has been fighting since she was 11 years old), she has never said goodbye before. She is giving up, her body just won't fight anymore, her body is failing her again and its just not fair. She is so close, the surgery is not even 3 months away, she is so close...I am watching her die and there is nothing anyone can do about it. I'm mad as hell at everything right now, its just not fair. This just f***ing sucks. She needs some prayers so if you guys could send some her way I'd really appreciate it.
Sorry for the negative post, but this week just sucks.