Miss Fritz, this is not drama, this is life! And this is life when a family member reaches the point of transplant and it effects everyone not just the patient in ESRD. We often have expectations from family, parents and siblings and we want them to support our decisions. I imagine her not supporting you in this decision is just more baggage of other things in your life. When I was donating, I had the opposite situation but similar in the sense of expectations from family and wanting their support. I wanted my mother to be concerned for my health and not want me to risk my life or future health in order to donate to my brother. I remember when my sister and I both tested and I was the blood match she said to me, "I'm glad you were the match". In her mind, she knew that I would do it because I was always the "pleaser" in the family. I felt hurt and i wanted my parents to be concerned about me as well. I kind of went through life letting things go and accepting what I considered to be my parent's shortcomings because we are family and it is more peaceful and easier that way. But when the stakes got higher with the transplant that put things over the edge. So the behavior and expectations that were once easy for me to overlook was harder when confronted with the surgery. I did find it helpful to sort things out in therapy. I has been 4 years since the surgery and I have learned to deal with my disappointments and family dynamics. Mostly it is a safe place to vent feelings. You can also see if it might be helpful for you and your family to meet with a social worker together or at least you and your mom.
In terms of the actual medical issues, she does have a valid concern. Patients with a history of gestational diabetes are at risk of developing type II diabetes. you father having diabetes (not sure of other family members) also increases the risk as well as if you suffer from hypertension, overweight, under exercised etc. Have you been cleared as a donor? What has an independent nephrologist said about the risk of diabetes? Are you willing to take the necessary steps to lead a healthy life style after the surgery? As a family donor, obviously with a family history of kidney disease, i work very hard at keeping my blood pressure under control and my weight under control, both which I find extremely challenging. Not being able to take NSAIDS for pain also a concern. So there were lots of issues for me to come to terms with.
The transplant journey is often a complex one. Keep talking about it, surround yourself with positive people. Keep us posted.
Sherri